Need to rant..

Seriously, girls are the dumbest fucking thing I've ever seen and men are just absolute ass holes. One of my exes likes to tell his new girlfriends how much they remind him of me. ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS???? If a male EVER, EVER, EVER said some dumb shit to me like that to me, I would have zero problem moving onto the next.

Paoli has so many pictures of us that show up on his facebook profile....not even just sweet innocent, possibly-friend-looking pictures... no..ones of us kissing, holding each other, laying in bed, making out, nose to nose....and seriously bitch was dumb enough to date him regardless of that fact.

I know that what people think shouldn't really matter but the reality of it is... it does not feel good to look like a fucking idiot to other people. That's part of being a female that I struggle with. I don't really, really value people's personal opinions but I know the way I look at girls who are super confident with their men and say stuff like "Oh no, he would never do this to me... or that to me... or cheat on me." Meanwhile, they are off fucking everything with legs. That's just embarrassing.. That's why I would rather just be skeptical and know that if I am with a man, there's a pretty good chance that he is or has fucked around on me..and it's better not to act so confident and secure about it.... because everyone who knows the truth will be laughing in your face.

I did something yesterday that could have possibly offended his new girl....and he cared...because evidently he just told her that he didn't want to talk to her anymore.  I'm sorry---I know I don't know you, girl.... but GET THE FUCK OVER IT. If a guy who I was talking to for two months quit talking to me.. I wouldn't even fucking blink. 2 months??? Please... honey... you have not even scratched the surface. You have no idea what lays behind the pretty brown eyes and charming way with words.

Anyway, okay---I think I finally feel cleansed.