When you come along, I want to be the strongest me I can be. I want to be tough and independent with a heart inside that's secretly dying to love again. I want you to be able to see that and want that heart so bad that you'd do anything. I want you to romance me like they do in the movies until my heart finally allows you to come in. After you've won your way in, I want to be the strongest partnership that ever existed. I don't want it to be me and you against the world. I want it to be me and you enjoying this world, relishing in each other and all that this life has to offer. I want to KNOW you, inside and out and I want to spend as much time as it takes getting there. I want you to be so head over heels in love with me that letting me go would never enter your mind. I have so much love to give you someday. You'll see..when I love, I love with all of me. I want to scratch your back, gently touch your face until you fall asleep, hold your hand wherever we go, and attempt to cook you meals. I want you to dance. I want to dance with you in the club knowing that it's each other we get to drag home that night. I want to have the confidence and the security in you so that I never behave in a controlling or jealous fashion. I want to know that you're so crazy about me, there would be no reason for you to look elsewhere. I want to feel secure enough with you to explore our sexuality. I never want to stop learning about my body, your body, and what they can do together. I want you to propose to me and know 100% that you want to spend the rest of your life with me. I want us to promise to each other, to God, and our family/friends that the commitment we are making is exactly what our vows state; til death. I know you'll have your flaws, I know I will too. I know we'll mess up, but we will make it through. I don't want you to leave me whenever you're unsure, I want you to fight for it, pray for it, and try everything humanly possible before you break that promise. I want you to want to have a child with me and adopt a child with me. I want you to enjoy volunteering and encourage me to do so. I want you to accept, love and embrace my family because they are a part of me. I want you to be able to get so lost in music with me. I want you to be you and I will love you for that. I want you to let me boss you around on occasion, not because you are weak, but because you know I get a kick out of it. I want to give you the pleasure of knowing that I will ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS be there. I want you to know that you have a best friend, another half, who understands you, even when know one else can. Lastly, if I ever really do find you...I want you to appreciate that a bond/connection/chemistry/love that's real doesn't happen everyday. I hope you'll hold on for dear life.
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