Day 3

Guess what today was? A day of no tears. I actually said a great prayer in the shower. I mostly thanked God for my strength and the support of my friends/family. It's times like these when you really, really appreciate all the good stuff ya do have. I also prayed that God and the Universe would send some peace and light Paoli's way. I'm grateful for all of the good times we shared, and for the love and understanding he gave me.. regardless of the fact that it was not eternal. Is anything? Two humans spending nearly a lifetime together seems nearly impossible to me.. but maybe that's just my current perspective. We are just constantly changing...I wonder if anyone knows the trick.

I was thinking today how much I wish my grandparents could see me. Well I know they can see me.. but I wish they could be here on Earth to see me. I know they'd be proud. That feels good, at least.

Today was a good day overall. I spent time with my kitties, made some awesome juice, and cleaned my house really well. I have spent a lot of time catching up with friends.. my first college roommate, my brother's ex girl who I love to death, my friend from my college classes..that's been really nice. Might I add that my friend David absolutely cracks me the hell up--we have some seriously disgusting conversations!!

Anyway, I'm not really feeling like blogging today. I'm too scattered brained!!

I want to go dancing!

Love to anyone who reads this...even if it's just myself :)